January 2012
i wish my best friend wasnt hella sick this wknd since she came to town havent even seen her, shes been throwing up the whole time shes been here sadly so she cant even come over cuz i cant get sick n kayden cant =\
sucks we had good plans for this wknd too,
shopping new piercings and tattoos. we always plan to do it but this time we actually were going to get our tats with her husband since he...
sigh..steven why do you have to change your mind about that ugh like got my hopes up to being able to see ppl n do stuff tonight thanks..
uhh guess im back to spending my night alone at home..since now he doesnt wanna go use my moms house no idea why so gay dont get why not…
hmmm so stevens texting now n guess he wants to try do something at my moms tonight if she doesnt care [if shes even home]
wish hed text faster so i know what all im texting her n everything… n have answers for her lol..
soo slow…
so steven just left for the night =\ time to be bored blahh
guess this yr me n him are doing our new years kiss over the phone again like we had to when he was in ohio… pretty lame i think…
sucks he left so early but i guess they gotta plan n figure everything out still n then set up…
stay safe babe, love you.
December 2011
getting tired… thinking of layin in bed waiting for steven..
glad he rebuilt his comp today was nice to use it again..
if you are actually home at 2am like u say ur gonna try and be omg i will be so freaking amazed n proud of you lol.
i have someone i love so very much and is my world yet when your gone you make me feel so alone n sad by never being here when i want you…by time you get home its so late, all i want is to be able to cuddle with you again watch movies and enjoy being next to you falling asleep instead of bein alone in bed waiting for you to get home, tossing and turning all night long untill your by my side...